The Deadliest Catch

If I had a secret to send into postsecret it would be that I find ^this^ weirdly attractive. The Deadliest Catch has been running in marathon fashion for the last week or so because the 4th season begins on Tuesday. If there is nothing else on that I care to watch I'll park my tv at channel 30 and just watch the rough yet ridiculously strong fishermen pull in their pots of crab. I know, I'm weird sometimes.

My stomach has been bothering me since dinner and I'm not sure if it's the drainage from allergies or if it's an FOP problem. Maybe it's both.
I love love love baseball season. The Yankees are playing the Red Sox and the familiar drone of inning after inning has filled my room. Too bad the Yanks are down by 2 in the top of the 8th. Perhaps they'll manage a rally.
Brian has called 7 times in the last 3 days. I think it's some sort of record. It's been so nice to speak to him every day. It's easier to maintain a relationship when there are reliable means of communication on a daily basis. We had a "nice argument" today about who I hang out with and under what circumstances. That's one of the hardest things for us. He isn't here so I can't hang out with him. I hang out with friends and there are inevitably boys around which enrages the little green eyed monster that lives in Brian. I understand why it bothers him and I hope he understands why I want to go out instead of stay home. My desire to hang out with friends is not a reflection on my relationship with Brian. I am not going out to meet someone else or pretend I'm single. I just enjoy having good friends. Sitting at home all day got old really fast. Instead of getting a job, I decided to go to the gym and make some friends. The funny thing is that I am really good friends with one of Brian's friends. I would think that would make him feel better about who I'm hanging out with, but I'm not sure it does anything for him. I think it will do us both a world of good to see each other. We've gone almost 5 full months apart and we're both craving the opportunity to touch base with each other face to face. The last half of this deployment will be easier if we can survive this first half and enjoy the couple weeks we have together in the middle. The next couple weeks cannot go by fast enough.
That's all I've got for now.
S.