Unhappy.

Hey Kids.

So, I'm not happy. I'm stressed out and there's really no joy in anything. I'm annoyed with two friends for not being there for me and not acting how I think they should or how I expected them to. I've had this problem often over the years and maybe it's me. I'd think about changing something about me to alleviate this problem, but I haven't decided yet if I want to change anything - if I see it as a problem. I also have alot of homework to do this week. I have two weeks of observation notes due tomorrow that I finished tonight. I have a 6 page journal due Thursday that I'll have to finish tomorrow. I have a 10 page paper due in a week that I really want finished by Sunday night. My husband is getting deployed and the last time I'll see him before he leaves is next week. I can't wait to be there and away from here, but I can't help but think it's going to be extremely difficult and overwhelming for me. I'm glad my mom will be with me so I won't be driving home crying alone. I hope a day comes where I'm happy again.

Well, the animals are hungry and I need to get to bed. I finally get to get my hair done tomorrow. Expect changes. :) Night folks.

S.