So Much To Do.

So, it's been a week and I'm not sure if things are better or worse. I didn't know I was capable of missing someone so much. Sometimes I'll think about him - when I'm driving, in class, while eating lunch - and I am overcome with - I can't even describe it - this feeling of immense love, admiration, and pride. I hope time goes quickly and I can hold it together.

I finally found a Wii today at Wal-Mart. They got 12 in last night and by 10 AM they had 2 left. I took one of those. It is my (early) Christmas present from Brian. I'm thinking that it just might keep me busy (and in shape) while he's gone. Because I got this Wii, Keith, Sally, and Jessica ended up at my house for the vast majority of the night to play with it. It's easy to procrastinate and forget about things when people are around. I finally made them vacate about 20 minutes ago when I felt my eyelids get heavy. We "fell back" last night which is wonderful, but my body is thinking it's midnight right now, not 11.

As usual, I am stressed about school. I have a wicked case of senioritis and I find it increasingly hard to focus on things - all things - as Brian's d-day closes in on us. I have a mountain - seriously - of laundry to do. I had every intention of doing this weekend, but it is late Sunday and it still remains undone. I have many large-ish projects due in the next 2 weeks and I did nothing about any of them today. I can't tell if I have always been like this about school, or if I am worse this semester. I know I have more free time this semester, but I am not using it wisely. I just want to graduate.

To Do:
1. Finish Make It/Take It.
2. Find 10 sources for Holocaust paper.
3. Write 1st draft of Holocaust paper.
4. Print Holocaust pictures.
5. Finish Holocaust book (creative project).
6. Read Chapter 12 for Neuro.
7. Finish acute observation hours.
8. Finish out-patient observation hours.
9. Grad Finale on Nov. 6th or 7th.
10. Pay bills.
11. Order a debit card for me for Brian's acct.
12. Change driver's license.
13. Change name on credit cards.
14. Change name on Cosmo, other mail.
15. Make a lease for Brian.
16. Medical POA.
17. Check into Dental Insurance.

That's alot. Goodnight.

S.