People disappoint me. Constantly.
My expectations are probably too high.
The only people I can count on to call me on a regular basis, return my phone calls and make time for me in their schedules are my parents, my brother and my husband.
I am forever grateful that I have an a-freaking-mazing family and husband, but why don't I have good friends? Or, hell, a sorta good friend? I always feel like I'm at the bottom of everyone's priority lists. I'm sorry, but if I'm constantly at the bottom of your list, then I don't want to waste my time. Every time my phone doesn't ring when it's supposed to, I feel rejected and disappointed. Why would I keep subjecting myself to that?
So, I have four people I can count on. One is in a foreign country and another is in NYC. There's only so much third-wheeling with my parents I can do (and I do A LOT). Blah...
In other news, I'm visiting my advisor for grad school on Monday. Hopefully my mom can go with me, but if she can't, I'm going anyway. I'm so ready to get a better grasp on what kind of program I'm enrolled in and have some of my questions answered. Now if only they'd straighten out my tuition crap. I am SO not paying non-resident tuition. Just sayin'.
Who's still not finished Christmas shopping? *raises hand*
Who hates shopping for in-laws? *raises hand even higher*
Who misses their husband? *raises both hands*
Also, how is it already December 9th? When did that happen?
1 comment:
I definitely feel like that with friends sometimes. It is a crappy feeling and I am so sorry that you have to go through that.
I hope it all goes well with your advisor, I used to meet with mine once a month to make sure that everything I was doing was going according to plan.
And I so have not even started my shopping yet.. so don't feel bad!
I raise my hand to hating shopping for my in-laws too :)
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